@@ll huh??

CNY song is everywhere nw @@'llll
but Christmas also not yet arrive wur... XD

Good also la..
><
i can feel the feeling.hohohoo
happy sia

加油吧！

在网上学了一点点的华语了
要在加油哦！

很安静

要说的多华丽
才能说出最默契的默契
我在你身边 呼吸都沉默
你却懂我每个情绪

这世界太热闹 怎么倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音

这世界再热闹 还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

所有感受 不用形容
已经那么懂

所有的感动是安静的心动
这世界再热闹 也没关系..

Tug War~~~!!!

Today going with DPR again.
see Tug War..
our team name is "DPR Gang" =)

some people are argue that this are not fair competition.
i lazy to explain..
but this is call luck
if u blame the GM also no use..
if u wanted to blame just blame u are bad luck =/

poor kah kit.leg and hand are injured..


poor ah aun..leg also injured..

poor them team mate..all injured..
wish u all recover fast ya..

even we have lost the competition..
but our spirit of competition were not loss to anyone XD
DPR gangs Million AGE~~ = D

cry...

today..
i cried again...
same reason..
same answer...

i just want people to listen to my story...
no one is willing..

seems..
i cant find a good listener...

sad..

i alone...

if i didt have you...or know you..
i will always eat alone..
do alone..
walk alone..
watch alone..
play alone..
think alone..

think how important you are...
if u leave me away..
i dont think i can continue my life at here....

because..
im always to be alone..

TQ for wishes on FB and friends ^^

thanks to Pok heng, lii ying, miracle lee, emily lee, Rive, chan queena, Loo jack, mei poh, vean fong, Elwin, Alvin Yeoh, Alvin Tan(housemate), eddie kwan(housemate),sook ching,evonne goh,maleene,twister,crystal,mean chuan,olivia ong,da chen, penny,rabbit,kah yan (group members), philip tan,jay chow( group members), jun hao, lun lun, ju ming, bryan, kai seng,ayumi(group members),banana wong(group members),kylie chow,edison(group members),jun fai (housemate),koh,fishy,pui pui, YY,hui mun,catherine bong, chan yew,lewis koh,jessica kwon,ke wei,pei ying,yee min,lan yii,sam chang,alex chong,yeah sing,burger,kok shen,ah lian,sun sunn,sunita,keith chong, fong may,cherry,joey chan,say tar, kah kit,kevin chong,allison ng, winnie gan,noor hana,yeah sing,kalidevan, zi tian, kam ling, hui lim,jeannie sin,mun fai,melvin,chin keong, nickie, leh tung,stephanie choong ,lye,yvonne fong,liliani,psyche beh,khiro wong,lonely zai zai,brian kwan,junnie,vyan lee,hui ming,william lee,frame seow,cheryl lan,stephy ke xin,peik wen, Fa Ge,Eros choong,eddy lee,Rebekah,Thomas,kai yi,hanna march,syberia,sai mun,juan toong,ching yeng,kam yeen,guo yuan,lee ming,pek hong, chee chin,lucy,mei ching,justin ,qi xin,mun foong,boeing,chris yim,jack tan , mandy lee, chee kuan ^^

finally special thanks to my brother,my mother,father,grandpa...
thanks alot to all here^^

suprise~happy birthday to me..

erm..
nw..yook wun go back and joey back hometown at the early morning 4am><
me,crystal, cherry,kylie and my di di go to shopping around teluk intan ^^

shop around.they buy alot of things ^^ happy happy ^^
Receive another gift from hui lim ,zi tian and kam ling..thanks alot ^^
i will be appreciate it alot..
will upload the photos here tomorrow

back to kampar..rain miao miao and woof woof ><
cant celebrate =(
i thought that is the end of my birthday celebration ><

but is not..
we go ghany to celebrate..
with yook,kit,long,crystal,penny,rabbit,li ying..

my group members all come to dataran and celebrate with me^^
it was a shock and its out of my expectation ><
thanks alot for the chocolate banana cake ^^

receive another gift from li ying and syberia
get doraemon pillow.haha very cute^^ love it very much ^^
thanks for my group 7 ^^ i do very happy ^^

happy birthday to myself

i already adult? can be considered as?
celebrating my birthday with coursemates...and my bro..
but..this is totally different feelings..cause of something...

later post some pics ya =)

happy birthday Kylie

Happy birthday to Kylie.
big one more year...
seems my birthday is coming soon too.
happy birthday to myself..even though some people may forget about it..

Our lecturer miss pushpa today given a task for us to find out what are the persuasive message that have on the speech by Dr Mahathir..
so long...3 pages..full with malay language...need to finish about 15 minutes..and find out what are the persuasive way and message =(

what a long passage



the purple classmates~



lastly~my teammate
another new day =)

to james khor..

final wishes from me and my bro...
rest in peace my friend....
we do miss u alot...

those smile that u give us cant be forget forever..

Miss on Orientation week

i do miss orientation week..
still remember to be the AGF Assistant Group Facilitator of Group 7

woops
alot of crazy thing happen at that time

especially for the "mei ling" that i act on the drama sketch.
beautiful Mei ling XD

Group 7 is the best with craziness =D
but seems like after semester 2, all members is less contacting each other included me myself how sad =(



so fast..one more sem will be graduate ><
sigh..i do miss my TARC friends alot


i hope they still remember ya =/

boring

another boring day..
nothing special happen today
here to upload some random pic =)

at Nite,im with Quenie go to school.
actually we planned for going to school to support kylie for badminton competition
but she leave and already finish the competition at that time =/
going to Abox restaurant eat dinner
chit-chatting with Quenie and discussing where to study next year. either degree or Advance...still pending...

I have order a lemon chicken rice and a ice lemon tea~
cost me quite alot.
RM3 for ice lemon tea and RM 6.50 for Lemon Chicken Chop rice.
The food is not so tasty yet a little bit expensive for me =/
and the coffee that ordered by Quenie is so bitter =X

ice lemon tea


This is the coffee drinked by Quenie



Lemon Chicken rice =X

Another boring day again..

alone.

im always to be alone..
haha....
nobody know....

sad..

Rest in Peace my friend...

James...u are a amazing person...
even thought we are not so close or what...
but ur smile do remind me ur happiness....

good friends...
take care....
u are always on our mind...
u are the best...
u are the extraordinary guys...

i wish i have the ability to rewind back the time..
i so wish to save u..

maybe is true..
god jealous your talent....and ur smile..
but is too late...

James... you are too special..
bye my beloved friend....

happy birthday ah sun and ah long

thanks for DPR 2 students..
i enjoy much at Ipoh.. ><

erm
late ady..><
tomoro morning will post some pics here ok?

oyashunimasen~~
happy birthday ya sunita and ah long
wish u both happy,healthy,rich,pretty/handsome orh ><

nite

tomoro will be going to Ipoh..

less blogging nowadays...because im lazy...too lazy..

Rain rain rain...makes me feel more moody.
tomoro will be going to ipoh with DPR 2 friends to celebrate ah sun and ah long birthday..
happy birthday to both first of all ^^

im skipping class for P.O.P
but will try to get the notes from friends..

why nowadays my mine always think something that is negative?
im emo-ing nowadays..
you do see my smile..
my heart is bleeding..

who knows?
hahax.here is the only place i can speak it out what is my feeling..
maybe nobody is reading my blog too..
hahax.

sigh..
one more sem...
graduate..
what should i do...?work?study?
so fast need to fast the world...
im actually prepared....

sigh...
human does not perfect.....
what to do...?this is human...cant change...

friends are getting far and far then me..everyone seems have their problems too...
actually i knw the causes...but i just cant type it or speak it out..coz is on my mind and locked forever..make me have some kind of stereotype to something..

who can i speak to?
Goodnite earth......

TQ mom dad

tq mama and papa for buying me a new camera Nicon S70
for me this camera already very good for me^^

thanks for buy laptop ETC for me too ^^
muacks

my birthday is coming soon..
will i be celebrate?

now..im sick..
so terrible..
only week 2..already sick ==lll
god plz..
bless all my frens get good result..
bless all my family members and my frens healthy
bless i get all pass on result
bless i recover soon..
and thanks for god..
by giving me a nice camera ^^

TQ mom dad

tq mama and papa for buying me a new camera Nicon S70
for me this camera already very good for me^^

thanks for buy laptop ETC for me too ^^
muacks

my birthday is coming soon..
will i be celebrate?

now..im sick..
so terrible..
only week 2..already sick ==lll
god plz..
bless all my frens get good result..
bless all my family members and my frens healthy
bless i get all pass on result
bless i recover soon..
and thanks for god..
by giving me a nice camera ^^

NOBODY...

nobody...i am nobody..
haha...
when i sad..who will be with me?tears always in my eyes..my heart..
no one know..
the most hurt is who?
is me...

i swear..
i want to more stronger than before
i want to be more matured...

if one day,i have the ability to go back to last time..
i want back to baby...
i want to choose the better way..
maybe, people will say me insane..
yes..it is..
^^
but never mind..

i always live on my own world...

happy lantern festival..@.@

is good to have celebration..
especially have a family together..sitting on the chair that outside the garden..enjoying the fragrance tea with a our chinese tradition mooncake..how enjoy is it?

i will celebrate with my special one
happy to have celebration together..
i will appreciate so much...really. ^^
you always accompany me no matter what...
you support me...
you care about me..
you love me....
sometimes u angry because of me..sorry so much that i want to say...i really didt have the intention to hurt you...

now the moon is so round...
the lantern hanging around the garden..

thank you my parents..
thank you my friends...
thank you my coursemate..
thank you my didi ><
thank you my mei mei
thank you my jie jie
thank you my gor gor
thanks to everyone...

and the last one is...
wish "chang er and wu gang can be happy together.."
and the last..

HAPPY MOONCAKE/LANTERN FESTIVAL to all of you ^^

is time..

feel the white sandy beach..isnt it very nice to have this kind of feeling?
but....
i doesnt appear on my side...
how sad...this would never happen once again..

Back to kampar...feel the silent...feel the loneliness in more than 15minutes...
luckily have a person that accompany me to pass the nite of silent...
is it very dangerous to alone at there?

most probably not..
because last semester i have been gone trough thousand of loneliness thousand of craziness..

but nw..
im at my hometown once again..
feel the family love..
with my god brother accompany me together..
i wish to celebrate the lantern festival together with my family..
long time didt celebrate together...
is it we celebrate once in the past?

it remind me..
last year lantern festival celebrate at kampar..
full of the candle with the colorful lights on it...
how fabulous is it?some people will be think of what a childish to play candle on the street..
but
on my side..
i totally not agree..
play a candle doesnt mean childish.
some how i feel have some energy that make us i mean friends or family to get closer...

finally

finally tomoro will be bek kampar...><
sem break for 2 weeks..
good..
one week leave..
going to KL so many places..
eat so many..
getting fatter and fatter..
><

want to keep fit la!!!
tomoro will meet u my brother..
^_^
i will cook at there..
cz worried majority of the shop will not open coz of sem break ..

today..
at home..
sitting at the sofa..watching the tv...
at outside..feel the breeze and the moonlight..
so enjoy..
and it reflect the pass few years memories...
actually its good to have this kind of feel...

i wanted to learn more..
experience more..
so that..my life will full of challenges and happiness....
thanks to my mum born me to this beautiful world..
i love you mammy ><

y1 sem 1 finish..2 more sems to go..

so fast...already pass ya..
remember first time i step to this college..i were taking information system engineering..
but..
i knw this not suitable for me..so i change course to Mass communication in PR..

nw im already in year 2...and its end for sem1..sem2 will begin in one week time from nw..
shit..im getting older...but..i learn alot of things from here..thanks to my coursemate and college friends too..you all bring me alot of experience,joyful,happiness, and sad too...

Maybe u will think me im looks so childish..act so childish..
but...in my heart is not..my thinking is probably matured...jst sometimes i will be childish...
but..good to have childish also..so that human will not so easily old..(what a theories ==)

i so miss my coursemate and my friends..but do they miss me ? lolx... i dont knw...^_^
maybe not maybe yes..but..the answer is not important for me..because..i do miss u all
wish for my exam result will just pass...not hope for distinction or merit..but just a pass..is enough for me.. ^_^
good luck DPR and my college friends..i do miss you all ><

GAMbateh neh...
exam soon..

just having dinner with DPR2 ..
tq for supportive words...
i will did my best..

stressing on exam nw..neh..
i wan to quit !!!
mama.T.T

==lll....

long time didt update blog ler..
seems no one will knw my feeling...
hahahaahahahahhaxXX

erm...

can we consider this as a dream..?
i wish..i hope..i pray.. but it never happen...
sigh..

going out with my frens..
luckily..
Tak have recover...
sigh...
luckily we didt lose one more frens....

aRH!!!
stresssssssssss!!
wat am i want actuallY??

next week will buy new cloth and laptop bag~~~
JYJY save money!!

it really happened..

wat to do..
already happen...
wat should i do??

nice trip ? @@

may i consider teluk intan is a small placE?
neh..
im think nop
going to cinema watch "Night on Museum 2 " again..
with frens...

actually im thinking...
am i drop into trap again?
worried...

7 assignments ==llll

arh~~!!!!!!!!!!!!
gonna crazy soon!!!

gambateh!
hehe
going to steamboat with god family ^_^
tq all ><
love u all so so so so much
thanks ><

hahax
go to ipoh?
FUN~!!!
waiting~~

end of orientation...

sigh..
i miss orientation day~~~!!!!!
tq god..
for my result...
i will work hard!

i miss my group 7 members....
sigh......ARH~~
LIFE IS SO COMPLICATED!!!~~!!@@

final fantasy crazy fans @@

ya...wat a day...............
damn tired.........

wish to have PS3 or Xbox
sigh..
want to buy a car,a camera,a new laptop, nw wan PS3 and Xbox
lolx
later dono wan wat ady...

final fantasy XIII is on PS3
sigh.....


i wan to play !!!

Syin Birthday~~muacks sister~

happy birthday Big sister!!!
sorry..
not so many ppl at here..
coz sem break somemore got to do something..

but i promise u..
sure got something more fun ok?

just me and kylie celebrate with u on today..
hope u dont mind...
even is small group..
but..
we have a nice time together rite?

love u so much sister ^_^

....

爱是一种折磨人的东西
爱情对我来说已经死了

nice....

天穿上藍色在炫耀
調皮的云為太陽做眼罩
我滑著浪越沖越高
風干了淚傷心就被取消
逃過多少漩渦
忘了他讓我沉沒
吹響號角
你門不會遲到 不會遲到
還沒傳就報到
我不要再環繞 失去幸福的群島
再見 眼淚 笑臉 蔓延
飛鳥跌倒 陪我玩躲貓貓
老海龜也很好 帶我離開他航道
累了不遠有歸家的閃亮
和你門的擁抱

天穿上藍色在炫耀
調皮的云為太陽做眼罩
我滑著浪越沖越高
風干了淚傷心就被取消
逃過多少漩渦
忘了他讓我沉沒
吹響號角
你門不會遲到 不會遲到
還沒傳就報到
我不要再環繞
失去幸福的群島
再見 眼淚 笑臉 蔓延
飛鳥跌倒 陪我玩躲貓貓
老海龜也很好 帶我離開他航道
累了不遠有歸家的閃亮
和你門的擁抱

我不要再環繞 失去幸福的群島
再見 眼淚 笑臉 蔓延
飛鳥跌倒 陪我玩躲貓貓
老海龜也很好 帶我離開他航道
累了不遠有歸家的閃亮
和你門的擁抱

再见了幸福。。。

i will forget you...

相遇的那天漾着微笑的你
那个微笑
还是很美丽
可惜那个人常常要让人哭泣
太耀眼的城市不适合看星星
就如同你的心不适合谈安定
谢谢你让我伤过心
学会爱情并非执迷
人改变不了改变不了的事情
记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是
人海中的一个背影
长长时光
我应该要有新的回忆
人无法决定会为谁动心
但至少可以决定放不放弃
我承认我
还是会爱着你
但我将永不再触碰这记忆
记得要忘记 忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶像的那种相遇
不会不容易
我有一辈子
足够用来忘记
人无法决定会为谁动心
但至少可以决定放不放弃
我承认我
还是会爱着你
但我将永不再触碰这记忆
记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是
人海中的一个背影
长长时光
我应该要有新的回忆
记得要忘记 忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶像的那种相遇
不会不容易
我有一辈子
足够用来忘记
]我还有一辈子
可以用来努力
我一定会忘记你

123木头人..

bye bye lor..
tq for nice memories...
haha ><
maybe is my fault too..
maybe is me didt care bout u..
maybe is me didt really contact you..
but..
i really hope tat..
u will happy forever..
i just wan see ur smile..

==lll

sorry..
tired for today~~
continue tomoro==

again...

5th day...
ntg to be improve.......
seems so tiring..

early in morning....
disappear.....
haha.good indeed...
but..
i can guess wat is goin to happen next...

ya...good indeed...
kind indeed.
pure indeed...
it cant be true sometimes...
we need to observe more clearly.....

story.....plz read....

a boy(Steve) and a girl named (crystal) they were secondary school schoolmate...
they seems like to be together play,eat,chatting,wasting their precious time to each other..

When Crystal sad..Crystal will liked to eat Red bean Bun..
So Steve will be always prepare Red bean Bun..so that he can comfort her well..

Actually Steve and Crystal were liked each other..
but they didt express to each other..
At the final year of the schooling time..
Crystal seems to be have a serious sick..
Crystal health is not good when she was childhood till nw..

Steve were worried...
Crystal mother told Steve that Crystal maybe cant proceed and finish her last Sem in school,so that she need to repeat her senior year..and Crystal mother told Steve that he should continue his studies.

Steve were sad,and thinking about stop his school sem and repeat the year with Crystal..
Crystal tell Steve that,he should;t wait for her..
after a long talk,Steve finally agree that he would not stop his final sem

The days pass and pass, Steve wasting his time with Crystal after his schooling time.
Finally,the day that Steve graduate have been arrived..
When Steve on the way to bek home,Crystal come to welcome Steve home and Congrats to Steve that he have graduate..
Steve hug on Crystal,cried and say that he was sorry...he cant graduate with her..
Crystal were so touch and tell Steve that she were ok..don;t worried about her..

Crystal sickness have been cured.
Steve were no any direction where to work..
Steve decided work with Crystal mother.Crystal mother open a bakery shop.
Every morning Steve just need to take care for the shop and clean it.
Because of this Steve can meet Crystal everyday..

Crystal repeat her senior year...
Steve seems to be very worried,because Crystal seems very unhappy when at school..it is because she doesnt have much friends..every classmates of Crystal seems to have a different look to her..

Finally,Steve earn some money..
Steve decided work as engineer..
and he have rent a house..
Crystal still have 1 week will finish her senior year..
Steve going to Crystal house and thanks to her mother..
because letting he to work there for a long time.

Steve told her mother that he would work as engineering,and Crystal mother seems to be happy to see that..
Crystal mother offer that she would help when Steve is going to move his new house.

At that day,Crystal mother helped Steve to move his house nor Crystal too.
after finish,Crystal mother going back home but Crystal still at Steve house.
Crystal cooked some dishes to Steve..they seems to be shy..and Steve in a slow voice say that,he were hoped that Crystal will come to his house cooked to him forever..but Crystal didt heard that..

Day by day..passing by..after Crystal finish her schooling time,she will go to Steve house to cooked and waited Steve to come back from his work.They were eaten the dinner together after finished,Steve will accompany Crystal back home..

One day,when Crystal is going to Steve house,two men were disturbing Crystal,luckily Steve saw that and punch the two men..the two men cooperate and fight with Steve..Steve fight with them,Steve were badly injured and Crystal run and hug Steve and shout "STOP!!!!!!!" both of the men run away..
Crystal hugging Steve that were lying down at the corner of the street and in bad condition.
Crystal said that..it could be hurt when bathing...
Steve in a badly condition say that..
"Crystal...let us get married.."

Crystal in happy and touching moments that shake her head that refers that she agree...
Crystal moved in to Steve house to stayed together and her family didt have any objection.

After one months..they get married and stayed together..
they were so sweet and romantic.
Crystal as usual cooked and waited Steve back home from a tiring work...

1 year have passed...
Crystal have a baby for 8 months...
Steve were worried about Crystal..
because she didt have a well health..
and it may harm to her..
they decided to have doctor advise..

Doctor said that,Crystal should not give a birth..
it will take away Crystal life for sure..
After they back home..
Steve trying to advice Crystal that she should abandoned the baby..
Crystal in a smile and tell Steve that..
"The baby is my first baby..,i dont want to abandoned the baby..i would be innocent to the baby..please respect me..my dear..."
After Steve listen to that..
Steve decided bring Crystal going to a beautiful lake..

When they arrived..
there were no body..
Steve sit on the sand same as Crystal..
Steve hug Crystal..
Crystal ask Steve to give a name to a baby..
Steve give a named to the baby named Stephanie..
Steve told Crystal that..
promise him..
She would accompany Steve and Stephanie together Walk to the Lake again..
Crystal in tears and promise to Steve that she will be...

In Winter time,the snow is snowing heavily..
and Crystal is gonna to give birth at her home..
Neighbour of Steve is coming to help..
Crystal mother were rushing coming..
The car cannot moved to hospital..because it snow too heavily..

Steve hold Crystal hand and said that please patient..the baby will be born soon..
After 1 hours..
the baby still not yet born..
Crystal were lost consciousness over and over
Afterwards, awakening to pain.
It was such a cruel scene..
Steve almost covered his eyes
its seems it took forever


Steve thought this would be an eternity and they will never see the end of it
Even Steve also felt like lose consciousness

Finally Steve heard baby cried..
He hug the baby..
and say to Crystal..
Steve in tears on his eyes
"She's HERE!!CRYSTAL!!!SHE RIGHT HERE!!"
Crystal eyes were in nearly closed condition and smile to Steve
Steve:"Crystal,you can hear her right?our baby is crying"
Crystal:"ya....our baby...so....cute...."
Steve:"YA!!Stephanie is a healthy girl.."
Crystal"..im glad that...the baby...born..at home....i thought.... it .....would be dangerous ....to Stephanie..."
Crystal closed her eyes...

Steve shout to Crystal that "PLEASE WAIT CRYSTAL!!!!LETS TALK A LITTLE MORE!!!YOU CAN JUST LISTEN ok????"

Crystal:"................................"
Steve"Looked our baby!!!its just like a monkey...So small"
Crystal awake holding Steve T-Shit and said"She...will...be...grown...stronger...and enter...elementary...school..."

Steve:Ya!!!
Crystal:"my dear....im..tired...i wan...a little...bit...rest..."
Steve:"NO!!!PLEASE WAKE UP!!!"
Crystal hand drop off from Steve T-Shirt...
Steve in Shock ....
and didt move for 5 seconds..
Steve in slowly voice said.."Crystal...?
Steve:"Crystal.......?"

<>

is the 3rd day nw..
ntg....
its really ntg.............

ya..
im tired enuf..
run here run there.....
wat a day i have..

sad tune accompany me for a day.,...
bye Arron

thinking for the board...
becoz of u
u totally mess my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

later have to bek to kampar ler...
sitted bus alone..

alone at hostel..
crying alone..

chat alone...
eat alone...

nice...
learn independant skill

goodbye Arron.....

goodbye for version of funny...
its time for true form ler..
dont shock...
coz...
arron heart is totally died..
:)
nvm..
i might change all the thing...
include all the thing i having..

good day...

haha
good!
good!!!!
GOOD!!!!

hahaha!!!!
wat a day i ever have..
i knw..
tis is going to happen
haha!!!!

GRATZZZZZZ!!!
but..
i tell u..
i wont bother u forever
after this year..
u make me...................................................
totally..........................................................
HAHAHA!!!
but
not my buisness anymore
forever..

finally...

bek to t.i ady..
miss my mom cooking..
yummy and delicious red bean soup plus fried mee...
perfections~

sunday nid to bek kampar again..
alone at kampar...
2,3 days...
nvm..
i ady use to it...
nid to do board for orientation..
i think tis is the training ba..

thanks for tis board..
i become more independant..

memories....

e
PS
from Sem 1..
i in to TARC...
alone..
so lonely..
no friends....
but..
im trusted myself..my life will be totally different than before...
i still remember..
i was the S.U on PPS...
im so happy...
thanks to Ckg. Aniah..
without ur help..i wont done it so smoothly..



im goin to NS...
nice..but..
sick terrible..
almost die on the hospital..
i cried the whole day on hospital..
my families not come to visit me..
i thought im really gone...
but..nw..
i was came out from NS ady...
become healthier once again..

i work at The shoe department of The store...
wat a work..
just one hour for RM2..80..
wat a salary~~






nw i was graduate from Secondary school..
the first step in step in the TARC..
i feel so nervous..
no body accompany me..
sad..
but i get to knw more friends after i come in to Tarc
Group 17..
my orientation groups..
nice groups,friendly..warm..
Qi Xin and Ken were our GF and AGF
i promise myself that i want to be like them..
To be GF or AGF on orientation week..
nice Group 17~~!!!

Actually my course is in CIT..
but i realise that..
that is nt my interest anyway..
so i in to DPR
...
DPR huh..?
is on Mass Communication...
i dont knw hw to explain..
the first impression to me..
seems everything is fine..
but..
getting longer..
actually is very tough course that wat i though..
get to knw more friends on DPR..
they seems nice...
good To knw them all...
but..
there are still something missing..
i really donno wat is the thing that were missing..
maybe is just my false thinking?

<<>
tired ady..
sleepy ..
plus moody..

both paper..

exam.....
MEM and EC..
really no comment..
i really wish to pass only..
plz..
god help me..

U..Fakers
i hate u..
when i saw u..
i really want to slap u..
coz u too fake....
i wonder why all ppl still with u..
so fake..
really
but..
i dont care
coz somedays..
u will knw

again~~~~
STUDYING EC and MEM for last DAY!!!

dying ler..
i really cant remember all wat i read...
T.T
i memories de..
all gone..
plzzz.
GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WILL definitely WORK HARD ON YEAR 2!!!
PLZ ALLOW ME GO TO YEAR 2 PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

MEM and EC!!!

god plz help me!!!
MEM AND EC SUBS SUCKS!!!
all things nid to memories!!!

wat the fuck i ever have..
sobs..
the EC ..
haiz.. the wheather were terrible hot.
==
i wan ice cream..
so far..
nid to walk until to quick stop..
SO FAR!!!
gosh..
cant tahan ler...
><><><><><><><

oh gosh!!
plz


i WAN GO TO YEAR 2 !!!
plz GRANT MY WISH!!!!! T.T

april 28..

2.25am...

so late..
didt sleep yet..

begin to tired...
why should i care..?
why...?
humans are so selfish and full of fakers...
WHY!!!
i cant accept..
all i want..
i stole from me...
all i wan...
u take from me..
Y!!?!!?!??!!@$#%#

Girls and boys???DIFFERENTS???@!#%@
IS HUMAN RITE???
BUT WHY??????????????????????
I DONT UNDERSTAND U FAKERS!!
dont even u near me...
i knw..
nw ppl trusted u more..
but
i tell u..
god is knw wat u doin...
and plz..
LEARN TO RESPECT PPL FEELING B4 U JUDGE OTHERS AND PLZ LOOK INTO URSELF FIRST B4 U JUDGE OTHERS!

STUDYING MEM...
LIkE HEll!!!
im gonna CRAZY IN TIS WORLD!!!
I WAN GO BEK TO MY WORLD!!!
plz...
take me back...

aww..
bad mood!!
BAD DAY!!!

TIRED~~!!!

goin to kl shopping..
tired...
shop non stop whole day..


going to sungai wang first
haha
traffic jam again ==





nw comes...
buying new shirt..
test the shirt again and again
isit suitable for me?


so tired..
walk for 5 hours..
going to kim gary eat dinner ^^
korean mee ^^


nite...
the street full of lights...
how i wish i stay at KL...
can shop whole day...
much entertainment...
but dangerous ==

pain...

my leg...
fall down..
so pain
sob sob

wah lao..
leg also become "orh jeh"
so bad..

stupid bed..
make me fall down..
zzzz

dye hair ler..

go to dye hair ady...
feel abit..????
sigh..
how to say..?
im like my hair..

CNY full so boring...
ang pao there ang pao here...

break record than last year...



exam soon..
no mood to study..
wat to do...
worried now...

study time?Yes???no??

say to myself wanted to follow the time table that provided..
but cant make it..
too complicated..

going to college on saturday?Crazy..
going to have study group...
social group or study group??
haiz...sad..

going having dinner with Alvin family..
it remind me....
and make me become more matured....
really it does...

i should for the process of being matured...
it seems...
the time is come..

complicated....

Alvin birthday is coming soon...

what should i give????

help me to choose anyone?????

Get started!

The day have start!
gonna to begin the training!

First day write blog...
is it late...?
gonna to be late?

Exam soon...
make me tired...
make good test again..

why im so....?
cant be just be more..?
the painfull feeling on my heart..
nobody will understand..
except my ownself..

day by day passing by...
im getting older and older...
it seems the time is passing so fast...
the time didt wait for us..

i wan the time stop...let me have a second to breath..
i need rest...a long long rest.....